For you 💌

Maybe I contribute too much

That the other side did not appreciate the value of my sacrifactions

I give all my heart and attentions

To one person that I used to trust

And I dear very much

Because you are the only one

And I did not turn my heart around

Because it has always been you

Since everyday

And everyday I imagine a happily ever after

To be with someone I endear

Someone I give all hopes to

And I pray to Allah everyday

That He will guide you to the right path

And keep your heart with him

With me

Give you happiness

Since I cant bear to see you sad

Enveloping by grief 

That give shaitan a chance to clap and be happy with

 I pray to Allah 

You'll be under His aegis(protection)

I am the person who not easy to fall in love with

Not to give her heart away

Not to trust easily

But since I mentioned you in my du'a

Everyday

You know where you are in my heart

And just one thing I demand

Pray to Allah I will be strong

So I can be the happy like I used to

And just in case you forget the thing

That I will forever keep you in my du'a

Because Allah has give me the tremendous feeling over you

That I never asked but you

And even your peccadillos(small sins)

I blinded myself just because I cant bear to see you hurt

But you simply turned around

And give your heart to anyone else
Our distance is not to punish or to gruel
It is because Allah loves us
That he doesnt want our love is affected by shaitan's whispers
It is because Allah wants to protect and guard us
So dont blame the fate and the destiny

I dont want you to choose

If you really love me whole-heartedly

You will fight

You will regain my trust

You will dear me with all your heart

Never to give anyone your any half of your heart

Yours truly
Just hoping you to read since I dont have the idea to express whats in my heart
For you.